It seems that a lot of people stop blogging, well, me too.
I'm just here to say something, I didn't regret what I wished for on my facebook,
on my birthday, but I didn't expect it to backfire and it got worst,
when, previously, it was not this stale situation.
Anyway my wish hadn't change, from that day until now, but it's all,
going to be too late.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today my birthday, posted my wish on Facebook, hope it will come true. Haha =D

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Lifeless day I had everyday.
And I really mean E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y.
Practically, my day goes like this

Wake up on computer, facebook game, eat and rot either in front of computer/tv.

Wait until about 4+ or 5+ then went down to Limbang for the BubbleTea shop.

After bought bubbletea and chit-chat, went court to sit down and do nothing.

Sit until maybe 8+ or 9+ then went home, bathe and get ready for dota.

After dota, starts to complete my facebook games.

Get ready for LATE dinner and watch movie at the same time.

Always slept around 3+ 4+ in the morning.

The same thing happen next day.

This is how I R.O.T every single day.

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Practically alot of days has pass and i dun really know which day wad had happen, so i summarise with those photos starting from maybe a month or a moth and a half back =D

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long time no post, only some dates posting ba.

26/6 - On this particular Sat they had their game with Jurong Sec C Div boys. Well, they didn't come down with their full team, but JR is also complancent on their side, but never-the-less, a win is a win. Good Job guys =DD

28/6 - went out to daiso Lol! the BPP 1 hahaa =p then walk around, then have dinner outside and stuff. then went to yan jiu soccer and start gambling =.=" booooooooooo >< Lol =X suay kia xiaopang

29/6 - Nth much, intially tot needa to go sch, but well, not really, so stay @ home i think? i forgot le =p hahaa

30/6 - went out to woodland then to bugis to walk walk lor, then try the durian chewey puff, buey pai leh =DD then go court sit down talk cock le == then home LOL!!

1/7 - went to JP and walk around. shop around. look for present == piang eh, tired leh liddat walk LOL! =X anyway cant find present lurh == so suan le .. then went back to lot 1 to have dinner i think? hohoo =p then court ==> home

2/7 - HAppy Birthday KaiBoon =DD went to IMM sia >< to look for present .. wee you weeee ~ found it anyway =DD then continue to walk around lor, then after that go the ah mei cafe to talk tlak chat chat eat eat .. then home and eat then out to gamble soccer again LOL! =X

3/7 - intilly going thehangout to play de == then very little ppl attending .. so in the end went over to JJ hse for a gaming session LOL =X okay suan le, better then nth .. after that leh, jiu went back and prepare, then out to clementi and eat lor, buey pai lar, the BBQ dunnoe wad shop =X lol .. after eat le jiu buy cake go void deck cut, =XX then jiu go LB de mac sit down chat and talk and eat =DD then home in the end now come blog, sleeping soon maybe? =X hahaa

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im not gonna say about my days last few weeks, i think is just working and in court + their training and stuff .. thats abt it, nth much very special ba ..

oh yea, forgot which date, went to NYNY to have dinner and help BB to celebrate his bday oso =D hahaa =p

Anyway talk about this 2 days ba ..

18/5 - they have their "official" outdoor game with other people, and well, they did lost, but at least to us, its honurable lost, because we have seen their improvement, their results, their effort, their seriousness. =D
Anyway, continue to work hard ba =DD

19/5 - tiring day == morning woke up and went to find HX and talk abit + take my pay == than after that went home watch anime abit and prepare and went to meet the rest .. then went to StGames to play console gaming .. funny dao ~~~~~ i believe everyone really enjoyed themselve =D clap clap hahaa =p
then mi by and jj wnet to challanger to find stuff, bought le jiu go shaw plaza to find the rest.
there after, we went over to watch THE A TEAM. eh power lar them, action movie, not my type of genre, but i would recommend ppl to go watch =D not a bad show afterall =))
after movie went on to have dinner @ sakura, today my "buffet kahki" isnt with mi .. zzz ~ Damn this BY hahahaa =p then eat enjoy and see how LY waste food =ppp after that leh .. jiu go sportslink walk walk then slowly go back lor Lol =X
fun day overall =D

Im never gonna be the person you will consult into,
Im never gonna be the 1 that you will talk to,
Im never gonna be the 1 that you will think of if you need help.
Could we change this back like the previous time?
Could you tell me your problems like the previous time?
Could you let me help you like always?
Could you stop saying nothing and talk to me like normal like before?
PLEASE?

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21/5 - i only rmb fri they got training =.=" the rest i forgot le LOL!

22/5 - taining in de morning/afternoon,than no 1 went to eat lunch, so went back and game ba. then @ night went down court again LOL! to sit sit chat chat nia ..

23/5 - comp in de morning and early afternoon, then went to cut hair with sean and junhao. after that i jiu went home white sean went junhao hse lor . then home le jiu comp and comp then go court awhile, and comp agian ==

24/5 - like a normal day, comp and went court and home and comp LOL! =X

25/5 - was @ home until night time, then went to minimart get a drink then went to eat diner outside, then jiu home le lol =X (went to eat, and i choke on the food, lucky didnt voimit out LOL! =X HENG DAOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

26/5 - was at home, so went to get mac as lunch Lol! then home to comp, and after that went court again. then went to buy PPC .. lol =X then home lor =XXX

27/5 - tiring day =.=" noon time went to meet GGG ppl, then here wait there wait =.=" after that jiu went to dunnoe where de Giant and buy ALOT of things == wasted so much time there can >< LOL! then after that leh, jiu cab down to Aloha chalet there, and waited for the key, then everyone "unpacked" and starts cleaning the place and start making dinner. then awhile later i jiu went back lor, then go court see see le, jiu went back and prepare, then go over there agian LOL =X then Melvin fetch mi back to the chalet, then wanna drink de, budden like not enuff ppl. so at the end drank abit nia == then MJ the whole night =.=" after that jiu bathe then those who were awake de jiu clean up the whole mess lol =X

28/5 - went back quite early, then go back watch tv feel like sleeping =.= zzz then went court lor, since their match is coming up soon. then do this do that le, jiu went to eat lol =X eaten le jiu went home .. then comp abit le .. jiu went to nap == but cuz going for dinner .. so didnt slp much anyway == jiu out of 36hrs i slept 30mins lor .. ZZZZ .. and to keep myself awake the whole night i drank 4 and 1/2 can of RED BULLLLL LOL =X jia lat =.=" anyway at night went to have dinner at pizza hut .. eaten went 302 to eat again >< then went home lor .. comp abit .. jiu slp le =.="

29/5 - boring sat =.= no training and stuff .. jiu like nth to do sia LOL =X then went court in de late afternoon =.= like a normal weekday .. then went to LB to eat >< intially dun wan de .. see ash eat .. at the end oso eat Lol =X then afte that done eating jiu went to get BBT .. then went home le lor .. lol =X

30/5 - nth to do oso, juz went court ard 3+ ? then went lb to buy 4d and bread and dirnks Lol =X then chat @ court nia .. and played abit .. talk abit .. ard 8+ jiu zhao liao .. go home and comp =.=" sian ~ lol =X

31/5 - O lvl MT paper today sia Lol =X anyway .. i oso nth to do at home lar, praticaly just comp @ home, and went lb to get some stuff, then went home to comp again lor. cuz raining mah .. STTM =.="

我觉得，我在你心里根本一丝丝的地位都没有。
我觉得好无助，好无奈，好辛苦。
真的，你有了他，就没了我吗？
还是从一开始，我就完完全全的不存在？
就不能把你的一点时间放在我身上吗？
就不能为我做点什么吗？
就不能有我在你的脑海里浮现吗？
我要的，真的多到你做不到吗？
还是你没想做过？
在你心里，我就真的那么渺小吗？
相信我，为了你，我什么都愿意。

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1 week has passs

let mi seee wasnt in the correct mood nowaaday

14/5 - didnt do much in the morning/afternoon, then went down to see them train and stuff lor. then went mac eat and chat with BY there-after

15/5 - same, see them train on Sat, then went to eat, then talk cock @ void deck, then comp @ home.

16/5 - comp de whole day, went lb get dinner, thats it ==

17,18,19/5 - morning wake up comp liao afternoon go court liao evening comp agian. thats all.

The only different is that I know some stuff happened, actually i could anticipated it, but i just cant accept the facts.

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10/5 - basically just home comp court home

11/5 - breakfast @ lot then comp then court then home comp ==

12/5 - went to fresh origin work, kinda relac cuz idk anything and i didnt had to do much == jusssst liddat lor .. after 21 years of life tthen i 1st time play cash register, fucking fun .. thats it == and went home dammn fucking late .. and juz comp and slp

13/4 - went there to work again, today fuck by the supervisor, cuz i slow, aiya, idk how ppl wanna do lar, u ask mi go there without exp and u expect mi to fast, i can tried i cant do i kena scold wtf .. sua lar .. nb .. ended earlier today .. went back then go court chat with HX and others .. then went home kena fuck by a few ppl lar .. i really dunoe, why izzit like this lar..

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2/5 - Totally forgot wad i did =.= wahahaa

3,4,5,6 of may - totally de same, slp liao wake up comp liao go court see liao go home comp liao watch movie and slp again =.=

7/5 - FRiday leh ~ woke up then comp lor ~ then cant go sean hse =.= kaoz .. lol =X then nap abit le .. went to 707 de court ~ hot dao like a cb =.= then alot ppl nv come down >< lol =x okay sua ~ so practically no training, just ball ~ buts its all cool =D after tat went mac to eat le ~ then chat chat .. then home =D

8/5 - Sat leh, they have their training ~ =D then train train le hor, jiu went to LB to eat lor .. the rest went lot 1 =.= lol =X after that went home bathe le .. then go orchard to walk walk abit ~ then went to watch Kick Ass, quite a funny show .. after that watched le went to eat dinner lor =X eaten le jiu went home le ba i think =X lol .. reached home le jiu comp and then slp

9/5 - dota thru the day ~ and went out to grab my idnner .. then home to dota again ~ going slp soon Lol =X buaiz

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29/4 - simple day ~ was sleeping @ home, then comp abit ~ then went down court to play some ball ~ very long no sweat while balling =X Oops =X hahaa .. then went back to bathe and stuff then went to meet by and jj and went to mac to discuss on the team =D then simp came and eat and chat ~ then home and comp and slp =D

30/4 - Shag day ~~ Lol .. okay ~ i was comping the whole day can =.= was reading manga wahaha =X now interested in it le =X then after that jiu went over to get a ball from DX .. then waited for WJ before proceeding to TW .. but who knows =.= lights off ~ fine ~ then went over to teck whye there .. i forgot wad court .. its been occupied too =.= then went back 514 .. still full .. wah lan eh =.= then heng heng lastly .. went to 707 there to ball ~ phew ~ heng ah ~ then @ last started to give KB and Reiner some basic trainign le lor ~ hahaa =X and tey say shag =.= hohohoo ~ after that went mac to eat .. then chatted abit .. jiu home le ..

1/5 - Eh .. May le sia .. so fast suddenly ~ anyway today was a fruitful day lar =.= i would say .. mornin woke up .. ate le jiu went to meet them lor ~ then went to get ticket for iron man 2 .. then went to party world to sing .. but very weird .. cant even use any strength at all .. then didnt sing much or anything lurh .. then after that went to watch iron man 2 .. umm ~ no much comment .. not my type of show .. but its still not bad lor lol =X then went over to eat zhi char @ 888 there =D maybe should eat Ex abit ? its enuff lor the food =D hahaa .. then ate dim sum .. is full actually >< then went 7-11 but none wanna drink .. so @ the end went to the under mrt track place to sit and drink and chat ~ then bought a birthday cake for YC Lol =D YongChang, hope you had a nice celebration from us, 1st time ever that the team celebrate a birthday with you like that =D Lets hope we could do more of it =-D then after that home and comp lor .. lol =X now come blog .. going slp soon ba .. Not for me

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26/4 - woke up late since no work ~ hahaa =X then jusssst stayed at home and stuff lor =.= then went court and home, totally bored ><

27/4 - went to work ~ sian, no change lor =.= hahaa =X then after work went home le .. comp abit jiu went to nap .. then go court and home wahahaha =.="

28/4 - in short, today was @ home de whole day LOL! woke up use comp then nap until evening =.= then go cour see no 1 so pratically went home and comp again lor =.= wahaha. if my day continue like that will rot to death =.=

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21/4 - went to work, then went to meet coco and walk around funan to look for iphone casing and cam stuff and blah blah blah ~ then went back cck ard 5 liddat.
then went over to court and hibernated by rEgan/Qr/Yc =.= practically i felt aslp while sitting there =.= then joke around yi xia jiu home

22/4 - went to work, ended went anchor point to help sean see shirt == tired like a knnbcb liddat =.= then wait wait ~ @ the end didnt get .. went home comp abit .. then slp .. then woke up le comp lor .. was a bad bad day ==

23/4 - Fri mah ~ woke up le started doing comp and stuff ~ then comp abit le .. went to sim lim to get stuff == wahahhaa! then rain like big =.=" wah kao .. then went back they say no ball le .. okay ~ so comp abit .. then went down saw sean/jon/qr .. so stay ard for awhile then zhao home to fix comp agin .. budden @ the end FAIL >< lol

24/4 - morning is ball time ~ went down to look and see lar =X then see them play full court and stuff ~ then went to mac to eat ~ saw someone damn look like Simon == BTH ~ then after that done le jiu home and dota .. then nap .. then went to simp hse to help with his iphone . then went to dynasty to sing KTV then home @ 3am

25/4 - woke up wenbt BPP to look for something ~ both things i wanna look @ oso fail >< Lol =X then home and comp and do the FB thing .. now come blog ~ lata idk gonna do wad =.= rotting liao
was @ hopme the whole dya .. went to nap then dota then msn =.= sigh ~ bored

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LOL! 1 week didnt touch =X Psps =X

13/4 - Happy Birthday My Yeo Wen Jun Didi =p
went to work in de morning ~ then afternoon nap ~ then went to court to chat and play then went home as always =x Lol!

14/4 - weee you weeeee Lol =X went over to JP with BY to shop for sean boyboy present =p hahaa ~ then went to eat macc and chat and stuff == then out of stock ~ then went over to IMM .. and took the last piece =.= HENG AH! after that went back .. SAw JJ .. then went court awhile jiu home and stuff =)

15/4 - hectic day Lol =X woke up in de morning comp abit .. then afternoon went over to Sheng Siong to purchase stuff == then @ the end machiam everyone BOMB mi =X heng @ leasat got Bing Kia following mi =X THanks ah .. Especially that HX .. SUCKER grrrrrrr anyway purchase le .. my dad fetch us back .. thanks dad .. then home and comp lor =X since that HX didnt came to marinate .. grrrr =.=

16/4 - MORE HECTIC DAY == morning woke up .. then went out to meet by eunice simp for lunch @ mac .. then by and eunice went to cut hair .. while simp came my hse to dota with wj == then i started preapring the food .. until like 4+++++ then HX came to start the rest =.= piang ~ 2hrs to rush all de food and stuff .. then 6++++ went down and cook and play and everything .. overall .. beside the TIME CONSTRAINT .. overall it's a success =D pictures will be up on FB soon =D

17/4 - went down for ball ? Nah ~ went down to eat and chat and watch == then BY came and talk some stuff to them .. then went over LB to have lunch and stuff .. then went back lor .. then preapre le .. went over to coco hse to discuss some stuff .. then after that wnet out to meet with turtle gang to grab our dinner to celebrate yas bday =D hahaaa =p play play joke joke eat eat lor == okay ~ aas of now, maxican food doesnt suits our liking definitely =.= WAHAHHAA then rush back home and stuff =<

18/4 - woke up jiu preapre and went to cut hair with jh and sean .. then cut le jiu went jh hse awhile .. then after that jiu went pasar malam walk walk .. then go home comp until siao lor =.=

19/4 - went over to jh hse since he didnt go sch .. intially wanna go ball but it started rainig =.= wtf =.= then fine ~ went home and went down court to see see lor .. then home again to comp >< LOL!

20/4 - Happy Birthday to MingYang Didi and Yasmine!
Okay, today did the as usual 20/4 should be done stuff.
Morning woke up, preapred and went over to Batok and waited for GH and DW.
After that went to eat and chatted abit, waited for Sammuel, and cabbed over
to Old CCK there.
Went over to see Tian Ming, and talked about some previous time.
Looking @ the date he passed away, and looking @ the date now.
5 years, that's very fast, in 2005, he passed away, and he brought us altogether.
In 2005 I had my O's Level.
But like what GH said, 托他的福，我们才能至少每年见一次面。
If not we never know when we will try to meet up.
When everyone is having their own different life after 5 years.
After that jiu went home and went out then home again .
then went court see see lor .. and chatted and waited for eunice to pass mi EHDD.
after that home jiu comp .. now come blog =p Buaiz

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12/4 - morning woke up and went to work. si bei shag lar =.= cant get the drowsiness away is 1 thing, 1 person doing that shitty stuff is another == after work ~ was waiting for the manager to sign my paper. i sat there wait until i fall aslp == wtf sia >< then he sign le i jiu zhao liao .. went TBP to see something .. then went home to nap abit .. then went court to wait for ppl pass mi $ == from 5-8 Lol =X si bei bored >< after that jiu home and eat and stuff then now blog . sleeping soon i suppose haha

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9/4 - Fri mah ~ went to work lor .. then reach home le .. jiu comp comp and stuff .. then went to sean hse to chit-chat play with the 2 girls. the small 1 is getting bigger LOL! =p funny adn cute lar them ~ i will rmb to buy lollipop for them nxt time kekex =p after than went to court lor .. kaoz == no ppl de sia >< power ~
then jiu play abit le .. jiu went mac to sit and eat and chat then home ..

10/4 - raining in de morning ~ so waited for rain stop .. then went down .. so many ppl was there .. then bball bball bball lor .. after that pack up went back le .. prepare .. jiu went QW with reiner / by / coco / eunice .. then shop for shoes and stuff ~ then coco adn reiner couple .. mi eunice by and by parent went to eat and walk ikea and stuff ~ then took bys' dads' car home lol =x thanks uncle auntie =D home and comp as usual ==

11/4 - today woke up late .. then comp abit le .. jiu preapre to go shao mu ~ then shao ah shao .. then after that jiu went to keat hong there de zhi char to eat lor .. hot dao like a cb == bth sia >< then eaten le .. jiu went back le .. home le jiu msn adn stuff == wanted game but cant lol =X grrrrrrrr .. tmr still got work ~ sian ~~~~~

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I was down yesterday, was down today too. But both at the night. =X
Yesterday 就别提, it was quite obvious from last time already.
Today, nothing is ever going correctly.
Working I was been scolded for no reason.
I was working for free for 1hr+, work until so shag and yet no "goodwill" came.
Then at night something happened again. Might be be thinking too much.

Guys, my name is Alwyn. I'm just a normal person with emotion.

Today nothing much, just work and home and went to LB to eat, then court for ball and chat, then went home to comp and stuff.

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6/4 - woke up late, so juz watch show all the way =.= then went court awhile =.= then went home to have dinner and stuff ~ then went gombak meet friend awhile .. then home le .. then FB and STuff and blah blah lor, tmr working. sian =.=

Looking back all the old photo, and thinking how some of you starts to detest me. It's saddening =<
This is me, can't you guys accept me?
Can't we go back to the past, where you won't be sick of my face?

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5/4 - Today woke up and watch tv abit, then went out to meet eunice and by le lor. still nid to go by hse to get him up =p hahaa ~ then went bishan to eat lunch . then chatted abt the bbq thingy lor . then went to walk walk play arcade . and have fun @ mini toons due to the cruel dice LOL =p then after that went to toast box drink kopi ~ then train back . go court sit and awhile lata go back with ash. reach home jiu per normal le. only that i had been screw by some ppl =.= but nvm lar .. then juz msn and stuff whole nite long.

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2/4 - Well, friday, didnt went movie as expected =.= Lol =X was juz at home dota-ing and stuff .. then intially was going over to CC, but @ the end still stayed @ 514 lol
after ball went mac eat. and chat along time ~ tats all =D hahaa

3/4 - in the morning went for ball ~ then after that went to lot 1 to eat .
went back to bathe and stuff ~ then go JJ hse play wii .. FUCKING FUN Can =.=" after taht watch kong zi ~ assuming the storyline liddat, its sure not going to be a hit for youngster hahaa =p after that jiu went home .. eat and stuff .. and slp ==

4/4 - whole day @ home ~ didnt even go out once == jusssssssst dota only == but lost like a cb == idk why Lol =X buaiz

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