Life is really confusing for me now, I have so many things to do, so many things to clear up, so many things settle down, what will be my life from now on? Still the same? Or? I really cannot think about this. Can anyone give me a suggestion? I don't know I should be depress, or should think nothing, or what-so-ever. Why not someone just end my life today, so I no need to think about my dad's problem, my own problems, and Ly's problem. When will he forgive me? Will my dad become better soon? Will I get my things done soon? I'm soon to be 21, and yet I'm still so useless, What am I suppose to do?