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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Mood now ~ Crying in the heart, feeling totally depressed.

Woke up normally ~ went to wait for them normally ~ MY came today lol .. done sending them .. went to 302 to eat and talk cock .. then after tat went back home watch bolt .. then went down court to find him and Jon .. [my mum noe i fail module le .. haish .. obviously tio scolding from her] met them ~ play abit then went over to mac .. eaten le go ABC but thing then went back home le ..

use comp awhile .. then meet jon and MY go clementi sports hall to see bball game ~ was having fun in the cabin and platform ~ reach there .. watch halfway ~ Ly and gang come .. then watch USS play .. after tat jiu went back le ..

reach home .. was thinking should i go .. then @ the end wanted to go le .. but tio PS at the end .. haiz .. then went down court .. play abit .. emo ~ jiu go home le .. totally no mood ..

reach home come post le lor .. lata i dunoe lar .. maybi watch tv jiu slp le ba .. dun think there will be any add on from here

I know you are angry with what I say, but did U think of my feeling anot, I wanted to go but I dont want to be PS at the end then got to sit by myself, but if i were to pull him out from the group and the 3 of us sit in 1 table, wouldnt he be outcast since the other few groups are all Teck Whyean, and I was asking you this and waiting to see what you all will say before making the next move, at the end? I was just waiting for nothing, until the end had to go down bball court and kena PS. Is it a must for me to message you more then once before you will want to reply me? Am I such a nobody in your eye when you are with them? I apologise 1st if you see this post very what, but I just dont understand. If you are just another friend, I might not be like this, but you are not.I think you don't think this way, but I just cant face it, sorry. Really feeling depressed. It was since a long time feeling this way, or maybe not. Well, no matter how much effort I put in, I always fail. =')

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