Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Feeling really uncomfortable, it's still the same, things has never ever improve for once, in my opinion. I'm really that type of person who can turn the most optimistic ideas to the ultimate pesstimistic ideas. Am I so hard to be a close friend with? Am I being unreasonable? Am I just nothing to you all from the beginning until now? It's almost the same like the time with FanShu they all, it's like what Simp say said, I have 2 walls, 1 metal door that is close and 1 metal door that is open. I got the choice of walking the open 1 and not hurting myself, and yet I choose to walk the 1 that is close, and regardless if it hurts or not, I still choose that route, why? Can anyone tell me that? I thought you all are the 1 who pulls me out from the black hole that I once get into, but after I'm out, I'm falling into it again, it's really uncomfortable. What can I do before we can be close, or for sure we can't? Why couldn't you all be truthful infront of me? Scared hurting me? But I still felt that silent killing is the most painful and scariest things to do, It's more like you guys holding a sword and just slashing though me without killing me, why not just a fast and swift death? Should I keep a distance from you guys? Or let things remain as it is? Few years of age gap is big? I don't think so, but that's define by you guys. Thinking although I asked them to write something for Coco before he leave Singapore, they still wrote it although they got a choice not do, but will it be the same for me? Will anyone do this stuff when I'm gone? I'm not jealous about Coco because we are closed, just too closed I assume and this is the stuff I wanted to do and get from the team before he leave, it's the things I wanted to see, but what about me? I'm still mean nothing in their heart, or should I say, not a place in their life is about me, I'm just a nobody from the beginning, until the end, hope I won't say I give up...
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