thurs standard lor .. went to work ~ but todea onli work half-day cuz they got enuff worker le xD .. umm .. fine .. then went to walk walk wif van awhile i tink ~ after tat went to find them le ba ~ then after everything leh ~ i msg Siong something that may change my life ~ and hope for his answer .. but he didnt reply mi .. then i msg him on msn budden no reply oso ~ until the part where they say they want dota .. intially i didnt wan to play de .. but i still choose to play .. dunoe wads de reason .. then after tat went to slp
Fri oso went to work ~ ahaha ~ then hor ~ after work same lor ~ went out wif Van ~ after that Siong called mi and ask mi where am i ~ then juz so heng that im @ lot 1 oso .. so went to find them ~ after tat Van gtg mah ~ so they go to meet yoke they all ~ after that they went to teachers hse ~ haa =x wheres for mi ~ i went home .. Rest abit and such lor ~ then @ 10+ Simon ask mi to dota ~ whee ~ so i accept ~ eh wrong .. is i ask him to dota de ~ then after tat Siong called mi to ask mi for dota cuz they @ lan shop ~ then after my game we played ~ w0w ~ after that i tink they went back ~ then i stay on until dunoe wad time before i went to slp ..
On sat rite ~ i went out wif Siong to bugis to walk wakl ~ cuz he say he wan to shop for clothing and such lor ~ then tot everyone was going ~ but until de end onli got mi and him ~ but fine ~ then we shop till evening then went over to ant hse to mj ~ haiz ~ WU LIAO! =x after tat went back le ba i tink .. haa ..
then on sun leh ~ intially they say wan to go gym and such de mah ~ so woke up msg they 2 ~ but no reply ~ then tp replyed mi .. then since so late .. we nv go le lor ~ then i oso got ask siong abt some other stuff lar ~ i juz noe the fact that he didnt reply mi @ all .. serously .. why 1 day u can be so close to mi ~ the other u cant ? am i realli that hard to go along with ? plz give mi an answer ..
then on monday ~ went to work as per normal ~ but complain abt why nv go half-day onli .. haa .. after tat went to sim lim to find them ~ then tp bought his stuff ~ went back le lor ~ then i say i dun wan mj ~ so came jie sen and si han ~ wow ~ then play awhile 黄金路 started .. so everyone came to watch ~ after tat everyone went to eat lor ~ during my sleeping period i guess i made siong angry ba ~ but .. hu is de 1 hu treat mi hot and cold de .. realli .. haiz .. suan le .. then went to lan to play ~ so no mood ~ so after dota .. went out to find other pplz to chat to on the phone while the rest of them ish playing ahppily .. then msg siong sri and stuff lor ~ cuz i noe i did de wrong todea mah ~ forget it lar .. then met up wif yoke .. but so nan de i saw mattew ~ my long lost sec. sch. fren ~ haa =X after chat and stuff ~ went home watch show and slp ..
then tues rite ~ lol .. X'mas ~ wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS ~ although im slow lar .. =p .. well .. i woke up damn late oso ~ cuz i dunoe morning wake up can do wad mah ~ then they say meet 4.55 @ lot 1 mrt station .. budden they came onli @ 5.25 .. nvm lar ~ then went to buy drinks ~ after that went to take mrt to marina lor ~ then we went to eat de steamboat there .. hmm .. although its X'mas .. budden im kinda sad .. serious .. well .. when we juz got there and they say wan to go get food .. siong say 4 person take 2 person sit mah ~ i voloutter to go .. budden vin say .. u sit down .. then i look @ ant and he grin at mi -.-" after tat they 4 go over .. wow ~ HOW AM I SUPPOSE NOT TO BE SAD !?!?! .. well .. then we had our dinner and such ~ and everything lor ~ after tat when taking bus back ~ i see tp put his hand over siong de shoulder he nv complain ~ wow ~ nvm lor .. then while we walking to 10 mile ~ i did the same thing .. BUT .. wif a reason because there is a bike behind i tink and im trying to pull him over .. then he say let go let go .. then wad else can i do .. after tat i say .. wah liew ~ tp can put but mi cannot .. he say of cuz lar .. ur hand heavy .. i tink the "ur hand heavy" is not the true meaning ba .. =') i realli dunoe wad am i suppose to do le .. serious .. then after game we went back lor .. then went to meet yoke oso .. and chat and then go home orn orn
then on wed which is ytd hor ~ i did nth all the way .. then i msg siong to tell him if he reaching lot 1 can tell mi .. then we cna go get something to eat lor ~ then yup .. done and stuff ~ after tat we went over to ant hse le .. then mj lor .. after tat watch show le went home ~ siong .. abit weird .. he walk damn fast .. then he say if i dun keep up he will juz walk off .. then i dun wan to walk so fast either .. and he didnt tell mi ani reason y he so gan cheong .. then i juz look @ his back while he move off infront of mi .. u noe how sad it is ?
Todea thurs leh ~ went to work lor ~ not a bad day working lar ~ cuz intially while working i realli sad lar .. my face shows everything .. after tat the captain keep trying to make mi lauff ~ and @ last i did .. and yup .. the day goes by well lor .. after work i met up wif van @ lot 1 to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks .. seriously .. its a nice show .. i recommend everyone to watch it xD .. umm .. then intially dey ask mi to mj de .. i say @ least 7+ .. then behind ask them .. dey say dun wan le .. dunoe y .. maybi too late ba ~ so after tat van came back wif mi to play wil "milo" .. my hse dog .. then after that she went home i bathe watch show and stuff ~ i msn siong ask him if he wanna dota ~ but no answer .. haa .. im realli a failure being their fren .. ='D .. after tat heard tat yoke meting yang and de rest mah ~ so tot of going to find them .. budden i throw the mindset away .. so chill out abit .. went home le ~ then watch show .. now come blog .. later going to watch again ba ..
I realli dunoe wad am i suppose to do leh .. while chilling out .. i was tinking .. wad did siong treat mi as .. wad did vin treat mi as .. then as for vin and mi .. we realli cannot go back to wad we use to be ? izzit the 1 most impt in my life can treat mi cold and warm as and when they like ? did dey tink of my feeling not ? do they noe how sad it is .. to someone like mi .. hu treat "frens"[whom i seriously treat as] as the most impt 1 in my life .. where i tink .. i can sacrifice everything to them .. last time i keep saying 我什么都没有， 就是有时间. thats wad i always told siong .. but now .. seriously .. my time is wad i sacrfice my life wif .. wad i did for them brings nth .. but NVM ~ i no nid them to repay mi or wad - so - ever .. i juz wan them to treat mi as a bro .. a close fren that they can share their woe and joy tgt .. but .. i dun tink i fit as 1 now .. =) .. vin wont even share his woe wif mi .. neither to siong .. 原来小胖，从一开始，就没有和他们做朋友的权力.
