cont on ~ when they reach my hse le rite ~ we .. haha .. tp wanna slp mah ~ so mi vin and siong watch some dota replays lor ~ after tat abt 2+ 3+ they went in and did some work ~ after tat hor ~ say hungry so i go and cook .. then they cont. doing lor ~ after im done ~ we sat down and eat and watch dvd tgt ~ haha ~ initially say eat finish le go do work de ~ mei xiang dao eat finish le cont. watching ~ until show end is like 5+ le ba ~ haha =p after tat hor .. went in ~ they fall aslp =.=" OMG!! haha .. then i did my stuff lor ~ until abt 7+ then i went to slp ~~ haha

then on sun 10am++ woke up le ~ cuz forgot wad happen -,- then waste time chit-chatting and such ~ wah ~ nice ~ after tat my bro come in chou gan us =.=" WaH KAoZ! after tat neh ~ we went out lor ~ then watch show follow by eat breakfast ~ then after tat .. abt 2+ 3+ liao mah ~ @ least nid to do some work ~ so we went cosy corner [vin vey early guess tat i bringing them to whr mi previously study wif sam and coco de place] haha .. then study thr lor ~ until 4.30 ~ come home watch fu ma ren jian ~ then they oso play wif the doggy ~ +__+ ~ siong play wif him wor ! haha =D after tat neh ~ we fried some food like hotdogs/hashbrown/fries/ i tink thats all =.=" Lol ~ then cont. watching de show lor .. then 6.30 le .. they went dota-ing ~ after tat i cont. did my stuff ~ until 7+ they finish le ~ come out watch resident eveil 1 cuz my bro watching .. oso dunoe y ~ then after tat watching finish 8+ we went off lor ~ then walk to teck whye ~ on the way vin go top up ez-link .. i no money to top lar ~ haiz . -VE value lor T__T ~ after tat neh .. went to NTUC get stuff ~ then pei vin wait bus ~ and off we went home [heng siong was thr .. if not bu zhi dao hui bu hui pai seh or nth to talk or blah blah =.=] .. alright ~ reach home bathe and eaten ~ then dota ~ so now come blog lor ~ seriously todea is a nice day ~ because vin no ill-feeling towards mi todea @__@ hehe ~ nice nice ~ and quite fun although tiring .. heh .. well .. yea ~ thats it ~ tmr is a new week ~ shall see how ..

well ~ kinda bo liao ~ and since i still got some time ~ i gonna tell a real-life-story to u guyz ~ can dun read de wor ~ lol =p<

There was once a guy who was born into this world, because of that; he had quite a, how should I put, maybe a stable lifestyle. So, when the boy is still young, he had quite a lot of care and concern from his families and relatives, yup, it was a really standard and no worries life during his childhood. Remembering once, when he was in kindergarden or nursery, got once when the class is queuing up, a guy behind him puke on him, haha, seriously, it was a hilarious sight thinking back, but during that time, it was really disgusting. But nevertheless, he still grew up quite well.

As the young child slowly grew up, he was still a good kid who always listen to his parents, in your words, a mama boy. During his primary 1, on his first day of school, because as you know, Singapore kids when going to primary 1 somehow, sure got their parent to accompany them to school, so he went with his parent too, but when he went inside the class, he cry like a baby kid, my gosh. Then he was still asking to go home, but until the end, he did sit for his lesson and luckily, maybe it was really pure luck, he met a guy who stay quite near him, and soon after, they become the best of friends. They do everything together I guess, fun and “childish.”

So he continue to grow up and up, until when he was primary 6, he had met with quite some problem really, because he wasn’t really a kid who likes studying and studying is not his type, his results aren’t that good, so he had quite a hard time in school. Got once, his teacher told him to do 1 of the paper inside the workbook, but he did wrongly, he did something that EM3 study does, but he was an EM2 student, and his book was being thrown out, being accuse saying that he didn’t want to do the homework so he did EM3, and was force to call his parent. Obviously, he was scare, because he felt that it’s not his wrong, as he had done the work, its just that he do wrong paper. But what can a primary 6 kids whose still quite a mama boy do?

Well, so at last, he grew and reaches secondary 1, it was funny, during his secondary 1 camp, an orientation camp, he need to stay in school, and it was the first time for that child to stay quite far away from his parent, and he was really scare, he cried, and ask to go home, until the camp leader and such had to give him special care, funny, a really funny sight to be seen. then during sec 2 he also had his camping, but this time round he was a bit bolder already, because something quite change him when his sec 1 life is ending.

Well, because of a basketball being fun trend, he also went down to play basketball with his previously primary school best of best friend, after tat, he met another of his primary school friend too, and slowly, he join that group of friend, and as time goes by, he grew close to them, and eventually forget about the best friend he had, but maybe true enough, nothing last forever. So slowly, his life is just about playing and playing and still, playing. He didn’t regret meeting this groups of friends, because, they didn’t lead him to a state of doing bad stuff like fighting, killing or what. The only bad stuff they did was stealing, and it was really, a year that had being wasted. During that year, drastic changes happen, because of his playfulness, he had, in what government in Singapore say, literally transfer to Normal Academic where he previously was from the Express stream, and his friends had the same thing happening to them too. Well, brother ship enough, that’s lame, haha. so during his sec 4 life, he had learn to be more well behave because he didn’t want something drastic to happen again, so that year was really a joyful year for him, because he found out that actually, most of the time, NA students are so much better than Exp student, because of their maturity, but well, nevermind, so slowly, he went to sec 5 smoothly. Then when he is growing up, he found out that he really like kids who are younger then him, some for their cuteness, some for their maturity in a way or so, maybe it sound disgusting, but it was this way.

Then sec 5 time, something bad also happen, this was the first time, he had a friend who pass away, it was his classmates, and during that time, because of a sprain leg and movement being minimize, he miss the last chance to even see his friends. And actually after that, the class become more bonds, and whatever hatred or anything, is being solve easily, because the impact is really huge, and we really learn that, nothing last forever and people around you might just leave you without anything, and that was when, that kid really learn to cherish, but he choose the wrong path to cherish eventually.

So as the young coming to an end, he is still with his that group of friends, after that, because of the lan-gamers he previously play before and they are, maybe I shouldn’t say kids, but they are still younger than him, then, when his poly is coming to and end, he get very close to his new mates, and yea, eventually, he left his groups of friends and join the new 1.

Well, everything was quite fine, and the kid increase their relation relatively fast, don’t know why, but it was this way. Then inside the group, they had 2 person whom the kid really want to friend with, and he may really even give up his life for them. Well, actually that group of new friends gave him really drastic problem in the past, but he still chose them over his 1st group, maybe stupid? Haha. Well, so, slowly and slowly, he really get very close to them, and got once, he say something he shouldn’t say, something change his life drastically, then he lost almost what he had build up within that few months. Because of something he say without being past through his head, haha, isn’t he stupid? Well, maybe, or maybe not, so gradually, he lost 1 of the 2 person, although he still maintain in that group of friends, but it was really a hard time for him.

Initially, things were more worst, but maybe, because like what everyone say, time’s heal, the injury may not be that hurtful as it was previously, and he was trying to get on his life, but he keep falling and falling, but he never ever once blame that person, because he knew that from the beginning, that kid is in the wrong, so he did whatever he could to savage the problem but still couldn’t really solve it. And even though there are a lot of helping hand, he chose not to take any, because he still believe that 1 day, things will go back to once it was be, or maybe, that day may never come, he don’t know the answer, because the future is a mystery, he can only work towards it although he is always hurt, and hurt.

And that kid is me. Alvin[might as well just put down your name now] I’m really sorry for what I did, I know I said it upteens time le, but, when will it be the day where you can really accept his as a true friends, where you can really give in and share, will that day ever comes, or past is past and there is no future? Anyway, vin, if u realli by chance met upon tis part, and u are aangry or wad or wan mi take it out or aniting, juz tell mi so, dun nid to hide ur feeling because sometime, being str8 is much more better because hiding the feeling, is really a more painful way for the other party, well, good luck for your O’s. and to the rest too.

the story is long, but it's his life stody, and he really hope that the things will change. well, should really end it here le, so EMO de passage. haha .. takecare guyz!

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