okay .. let mi see .. thurs after sch got UT .. so UT ended hor .. then intially got ask si han if he wanna go back wif mi de mah .. then he say got de .. budden until the end he nv .. cuz of dota =.=" then become i nid to go back myself .. argh ~ sad ~ then go back le i tink went over to ant hse .. after tat i forgot wad happen le .. haha =.=" sri ah ;p but i tink tp came my hse again to watch anime .. haha =D

then on friday leh .. went to sch again .. tis time round lei si le lar =.=" .. budden muz tahan mah .. so yup .. after reach sch .. had the lesson and all lor .. after sch leh .. got UT again =.=" wah piang eh .. damn wu liao lar .. so after tat .. dunoe whom i went back wif .. and i tink went over to ant hse oso .. =.=" haha .. then forgot wad happen again .. days had past and i really recieve the short - term - memory dieases ..

Then sat leh .. intially nth to do .. until in the afternoon orr wad .. then went over to ant hse to play mj ~ then around evening gone le .. afte rtat leh .. play a bit dota and such .. then siong ask mi to accompany him mah .. @ ant hse .. so went over again .. LOL ~ after tat leh .. saw vin thr oso .. then game end and all .. then we went back mah .. tp and vin stay thr .. then after tat .. siong went to take some stuff .. then we went mac to "study" and have our brekafast .. done liao leh .. went back and dota .. then went back and dota .. haha

so .. after dota .. sunday liao .. siong went back to sch !!! haha .. Ah Chalk open sch for the to study maths sia .. so gd ~ after tat leh .. did my own stuff and all .. then evening went over to ant hse .. and play mj =.=" after tat send vin to bus-stop and i went back oso le .. quite a boring day thoughg ..

juz someting extra in case that my blog is realli full of words .. haha xD well .. took tis @ 1 of a place near my hse ? or abit near my hse .. budde not going to tell u all where .. haha .. but i didnt expect can get such a photograph @ juz my surrounding sia .. not bad hor ? haha =D look as if someting on water .. juz that the line line ting block the effect .. haa .. and the big image can see those tree branches .. haha =D

then monday went to sch .. and everything done ~~ had our UT =.=' 3 days consecutive man .. stress ~ haha .. after tat leh .. went back wif si han .. whooooooo ~ and we went over to ant hse i tink .. after tat leh .. i tink tp came over .. then we play mj .. toooot toooooot tooooooot .. then went back lor .. haha .. == normal avg day ba =p

then on tues leh .. went to sch .. then after 1st meeting .. im gone ~ POOF ~ haha .. went to eat breakfast the de rest of the gers ~ and i went back liao .. to meet tp .. then we went to BPP .. he chg his game ~ and since nth to do le .. walk abit and went to his hse .. then cha awhile and all .. went to slp ~ HAHA =D until around 4+ ba .. Alice woke up .. i cant slp le .. sAD !!! then after tat leh .. until abt 6++ we went down to bPP again .. to chg the game mah ~ haha .. then went to eat Curry Chicken + Rice .. =.=" hahah .. after tat went bakc his hse .. then he try the new game .. still cannot =.=" omg ~ after tat watch abit tv .. quite late le .. so i went off liao lor .. then reach home .. dota and such ~ and abt 2+ 3+ i went to slp ..

then todea leh .. no sch mah .. so until 12+ ant msg mi ask mi to play dota .. then play wif him lor .. after tat siong came online .. and play together wif him .. then he went off .. haha .. then ant play enfo wif tp and vin .. nv jio mi . suan le .. =.=" after tat siong came back we play dota >.<" then until now 6+ come to blog .. haha =.=" going over to ant hse .. shall see how how how >.<" bye ~

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Blogged @ 4:39 PM
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Whee ~ up and back blogging ~ but choose it during sch lesson ~ cuz no choice .. cannot say not in the mood to learn ~ but its so sian + i so sleepy and all .. haiz .. haha .. well .. lets start on with what happen on monday ba ~ monday i didnt went to sch xD so juz stay @ home and did some of my stuff lor .. tink so lar ~ haha .. then after tat realli realli bored mah ~ then some of them are having O's and such ~ so nvm lor .. until abt in the evening i went out to find ant to eat dinner .. then so qiao ~ when i was @ blk 2 buying sweets ~ saw vin/tp/wx ~ hahaha =X wth .. lol .. after that leh .. chat abit .. ant lai le i went down to find him lor .. and eat dinne and all ~ after tat i go ta bao orh jian ~ then wx dey all come down and they finish studying oso mah ~ haha .. then wx eat the orh jian ~ after tat tp and vin and ant went to eat "supper" .. then after wait for siong to come .. and sent vin on bus le .. went to ant hse to play MJ ~ l0l .. after tat went home and dota again =.=" and slp

uh huh .. u noe .. so late slp = no sch on tuesday again .. wahaha -,-" then wake up quite late oso ba i tink .. and so bored once again .. then chat chat wit ant abit and all all .. he said he going to eat wif vin and tp mah .. so went over lor .. then i nv eat cuz dey done le .. then tp and vin went studying .. so sit thr .. then went to ta bao waffles .. after tat juz sit thr and all .. budden dun tink dey got study much ba .. haiz .. then after tat went to ant hse to pass his filees .. and went to find tp and vin .. sent vin back .. then tp come over my hse le .. haha .. then he play a dota .. quarrel wif si han .. wakaka =p then after tat .. he watch anime i oso watch abit .. haha .. then after tat dunoe wad time .. we went to slp .. haha -,-

well .. then on wed rite .. woke up around 11+ ? then send tp to bus-stop .. he took bus .. then i go buy tao-hui ~ and then went home le .. watch 1 anime .. and then i went to slp .. wahaha =X damn tired lar ~ after tat .. abtg 3+ or 4+ msg came over to mj .. then oki lor .. went over .. haiz .. sad case leh .. within 20mins ant giv mi 2 calls 2 msg to ask mi faster =.=" wth .. haiz .. after tat reach le .. eat "dinner" then we started playing lor .. after play .. went to eat wif them .. haha .. but i nv eat since i bet hse got ting to eat de .. so after tat .. tp came my hse again xD .. then we do quite some stuff .. play wif dogs ah .. watch anime ah .. even play dota .. wif vin -,-' yuan lai he nv delete his wc ~ haha =.=" all was stun .. haha .. k after tat leh .. @ abt 2 i went to slp le haha ..

lastly leh .. is todea thurs .. woke up in the morning to prepare .. then after tat get rdy and stuff .. slowly slowly ~ then hor .. woke tp up .. budden he look serious .. =.=" AHAA .. then after come to sch lor .. reach sch le .. then do stuff .. and blog .. so ta-da ~ be back blogging asap =p bye ~

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well .. after siong and play and slp and such hor .. paw said he gonna call mi @ 11 on sunday mah .. cuz he wan to ask mi out to eat breakfast b4 going to study .. well .. then on sunday .. he called mi @ 11 .. told mi tat he went to see doc 1st .. okay lor ~ so i went back to slp .. until abt 1 ba .. he called again and told mi lata then find mi .. he go study 1st nor .. then hao lor .. so got up and such such ~ went to watch tv and eat breakfast .. after tat ant jio MJ ~ i was lyke .. k lor k lor .. =.=" .. so went over to ant hse .. then we played ~ lost lost and lost haha =X after tat @ 4+ went to watch tv 福满人间 nice xD .. haha .. then after tat rite .. cont. playing MJ .. paw came and watch show .. after tat went back cuz late le .. aniway i borrow hiim jacket ~ muz rmb ~ my bao bei .. haha =X .. then after MJ rite ~ went back home lor .. -,-" reach home le .. called siong and such ~ chat abit .. bathe and dota .. until now 1am + come here blog .. haha =D so my days end lyke tis nor ~ haha =D

Seriously .. tmr is the week where O's lvl combo gonna come ~ so i hereby wish all O's lvl taker ~ GOOD LUCK to ur O's and DUN EVEN GIVE UP DURING TIS TIME + TAKE CARE =D

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alright ~ on thurs leh .. i didnt go sch haha =D then i went to vivo city wif shida ~ wahhaha =x omg ~ actually in the morning we went to eat mac breakfast then after tat took bus over ~ then we comb de whole place ~ but nv buy aniting haha =D then abt 1+ we went back lor .. budden diffeent route ~ so after tat leh .. went home and chat wif paw .. then chat until yi ban i fallen -,-" sigh ~ after tat i slpt till 7 then wake up eat dinner and all .. then went over to find ant ebcause i realli realli bth the bordom ~ haha =D after went to his hse .. dey all play MJ while mi play PSP ~ aftr tat siogn came sit on my lap @_@ and we both watch them play mj .. after tat they went to eat haha .. then paw went back .. tot of going back .. but too sian le ~ so went over to siong hse wahahhaa -,- after tat we went to voi deck to chat ~ then police came to copy ic -,-"" cuz chat too loudly le .. haha =D then walk to lot 1 thr .. then eat someting again .. then went over to my hse to play mj haha =D until i went to sch lor .. then they went back ~

then friday go sch -,-" whole nite no slp .. tired to the MAX haha .. then the temp. faci lousy dao bTh .. then oso find out m y class alot ppl dun lyke to slp the nite b4 -,-: HAHAHA =D forget it .. then shida told mi that she wants to go back earlier .. tbudden until the end oso no go back .. then we took UT .. haha .. so hard lor -,-" after tat went back to ant hse haha .. and i slpt .. saw vin / ant / tp / han / siong .. then after tat woke up le .. vin play psp .. the rest of de 4 play mj .. then weird stuff ish .. siong lyke not happi wif mi T__T over-tinking ba .. then todea not bad .. still got chat wif vin and all ba .. haha =D after tat paw and han eaten .. went to take bus and go home .. then i took a taxi back .. aftre tat went back i call siong .. sounds dulan .. eeek .. cfm on de fone wif his *ahem* .. then we played dota .. after that i forgot we play wad le .. then went to slp lor .. haha

then saturday .. woke up @ 1+ haha =D late hor =D after tat leh .. siong called mi to ask mi play Hero Seige ~ haha .. so played until 4+ went to watch show .. after finish show went to ant hse .. then tot siong got go .. budden he nv .. then reach thr play mj .. then msg siong .. no reply =.= .. then finish playing mj le hor .. so went off .. then after tat come back tot got dota .. wait until now 1 liao not yet dota .. cuz tp not onlin yet .. then here cannot thr cannot .. then sms siong again still no reply .. nvm ba .. hehe .. well .. reali a boring day .. hee .. so ... yup .. ending here ba .. bye ~

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Blogged @ 11:58 PM
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well .. no colour tis time round .. so after monday is tuesday .. oBVIOus rite ! -.=" tues i didnt went to sch ~ haa ~ realli realli and REALLI not in de mood .. after tat leh .. intially tot of going to ant hse earli in the morning de .. budden lazy lar .. so after tat leh .. slpt till lyke 9 .. wannted to watch show .. didnt expect its replay .. then dunoe do wad and go lie ah .. go do tis do tat .. until 1+ played dota wif ant .. lol .. then ant du lan wif mi .. suan le .. after tat juz online lor .. then siong came back le ask for game oso .. so we played and played ~ then after tat siong went to meet *ahem* mah .. so i went over to ant hse lor .. then he say he wan to get egg tart .. went down cant find ani .. so juz buy bread and bubble tea and stuff .. then went to ant hse to watch show .. haa =D after tat leh .. siong came 1st .. folo by paw / vin / tp .. after that leh .. dey start their mj while mi and vin watch tv .. whee ~ he will talk to mi and all lor .. kinda .. happi . hee =X after show end i go lie down .. then tp and siong went off 1st .. suan le .. after tat mi paw and vin went off lor .. then paw went to eat ~ folo by we go take bus .. reach my busstop saw their bus .. then paw say nvm vin say got mind .. so they rush over and took de bus lor .. actually heng lar .. since when they board bus my bus came oso .. haha .. then reach home .. we dili daly quite some time .. and then we went to pak game .. after tat leh .. the rest went to slp le .. i went on wif my psp downgrading and such .. then keep got problem .. make mi so SCARe lar -,-" then till 6 then i slp .. haa

then tis morning leh .. actually 7+ siong call on mi to see if i got go sch .. budden its wed he forgot i no nid go sch de .. lol .. he worried i pon again .. so gd of him .. haa .. so aftr tat .. i woke up @ abt 12 then call siong but he having leson .. then ant call mi and ask wad i doing and such lor .. he pon sch .. haha =D budden i nv go find him 1st .. go do some of my own stuff i tink .. then after tat siong ended sch i call him .. then everyone go 145 .. so i took bus and went over .. saw alot peeps ~ haha =D saw HH,WX,VIN,PAW,ANT,SIONG,KK,KS,RANDY,PY,ZY i tink tats all ba .. aha =D after tat chat abit they went to play b.ball .. while ant and vin dunoe do wad .. then i was tsting ex de new phone .. lol .. after tat went to ant hse le .. then play mj .. vin gone to find tp .. then we finish mj le .. went off lor .. siong went back .. then paw went wif mi to find them .. budden he abit du lan .. i dunoe y ==" suan le lor .. then tp mi vin went off to yew tee .. cuz i wan borrow calulator for vin from SH mah .. i somemore keep kena "said" by siong and paw .. lol .. lyke "ni zhen de shi hao ren zuo dao di" .. haha .. tats wad my characteristic ba ? =x well .. after tat talk abt some stuff .. then reach le .. SH came le .. then we went to eat ~ then after tat leh .. they went to take 307 lor .. while i go take 302 .. haa .. so back home .. bathe and such .. play awhil .. then now come blog lor .. heh .. letz wish them luck for their O lvl tmr .. =D and wish mi luck too xD .. ending here .. bnye ~

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Blogged @ 11:01 PM
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then on thurs leh .. it was dunoe for wad reason .. not eanting to go sch ~ haa ~ funni wor ~ i tink was too tired .. then my dad called mi hor .. i tot it was alarm ringing and i freaking cancel the call -,-" after tat ~ he told mi to look @ the RP letter >.<" OMFGWTFBBQ ~ 1st time kena letter .. but i tink nvm lar ~ make mi worries for sometime ~ ai yo ~ then after tat went back to slp .. haha =D then woke up in the afternoon .. i tink ish went over to ant hse ba .. if not is stay @ home and dota ~ i seriously forgot wad i did le ~ aahaa .. jump!

then on friday .. went to sch .. then the faci told us tht we will be leaving early because its Hari Raya Eve ~ @_@ 1st time kena tis ting .. and all lesson will end by 3 .. then intially was thinking of leaving halfway .. then fish oso was tinking of it ~ until the end he keep asaking mi to stay ~ then i stay on sia ~ wakaka =D tats cool ah ! hee ~ after lesson rite .. contact si han and we took bus back to 10mile ~ cuz ant they all is there mah ~ so reach thr and they were playing pool ~ then after tat we go pak lan ~ diao ~ and then went to sheng siong and eat and lastly ~ went to ant hse to play MJ ~ tis time round got paw ~ so miss mi out ~ haha =D no siong though ~ and vin was sleeping since he having headache ~ ten @ 9 they still playing .. so i watch show ~ vin didnt wake up and watch .. and abt 930 game end and they came over haha =D then finish le .. play awhile ~ and off we went back home to dota i tink .. haha tats de day ba

Sat reach ~ it was a day intially stated by han that he wants to go down sim lim to buy comp and such de ~ then since got online webby to get all the stuffy done ~ choose to do @ home ~ then whole day was staying @ home playing lor ~ then paw came to find mi haha =D then from 3 lyke tat ask han come over my hse until he reach my hse @ 8 .. wth ~ intially still can go lyke funan or sim lim walk de .. then cannot le ~ haiz .. then after tat .. han played 1 game wif vin and siong le ~ then we went out .. bought breads ~ and han went back lor ~ then mi and paw sit down 1 corner chat ~ then i send him home .. then he wait b us wif mi and i went over to ant hse ~ because they say supper mah ~ then i go ant hse awtch poseidon since his mum and sis watching .. haha =D after tat we went to eat .. eaten liao .. went over to play pool lor ~ funni sia ~ haha =D then play and play .. until halfway so sian .. i go find pplz chat ~ while siong go look @ ppl dota .. left tian and ant 1v1 haha xD after tat leh .. ended le ~ tian say he going ant hse orn orn ~ so i went to siong hse thr lor ~ took de bike and rush home .. after tat we play yi xia dota .. and went to slp le i tink ..

then sun leh ~ woke up le .. we knew that we gonan pplay mj lata on mah ~ so after tat got some dvd from home and went over to look for them le ~ after tat neh .. eaten le ~ went to ant hse liao lor .. then play abit mj .. after tat we watch fu man ren jian mah ~ then paw came .. so he took over mi .. then i play psp ba ~ after tat i went to play dota wif vin ~ then finish liao they haven finish game oso ~ so diao ~ then siong ask mi sit beside him to watch him pay =.=" so doned wif tat .. and after everything ends ~ went back home le lor .. was like 11 liao .. then paw wan to eat .. so mi and siong acc him ~ after tat .. siong went home .. i wait bus wif paw .. then paw went back .. i took taxi back home .. cuz dey say got dota .. then reach home .. something bad makes mi damn freaking emo .. haiz .. after tat neh .. 1+ game haven start .. and when can be play le .. over - ppl .. then they say 3v3 .. i dun wan nor .. cuz i dun like pk-ing ownself pplz mah .. after tt i went to slp le ..

todea monday mah ~ then went to sch lor .. so lucky ~ saw yx when walking to interchange .. then after tat he rush for bus 67 .. took wif him lor .. then i nid chg bus .. so say bb to him .. haha =D after tat leh .. shida msg mi and such ~ and ask if i wan pon sch or wad mah .. i told her im going halfday cuz i nid de grade ~ then she say give her sometime to tink .. then on bus iwas tining .. oh ya hor .. i onli pon once .. so .. i called over and ask if she wants to pon not .. i dun mind le .. then she say go class 1st .. then during 1st break gone ~ == then she bluff mi .. 1st break she nv go off .. i oso nv lor .. then 2nd break-out i went off le .. she still didnt went off .. guess she wait till after presentation ba ~ haa .. then after tat leh .. went back and goes to slp .. haiz .. tired .. and bored ~ and waiting to see if they got go ant hse after studying .. so slp slp 5+ wake up .. msg paw .. know tat they @ paw hse .. then tell him if going ant hse tell mi lor .. then i go online and such .. then they nv go le ba i tink .. so play stuff and blah blah .. and knew that they ging supper during the nite wif ant .. but i cant go out mah ~ so well .. nv go lor .. then 9pm watch show le ~ 10plus now .. come over blog .. i so bored liao alr -,-" dunoe wad to do .. haha .. lets hope i got something to do ~ and faster end my ulti-emo being ~ the previous em o still better .. tis is jia lat T__T .. ending here folk ~ another long wind-ed post and will be complain once again ~ haha =D bye ~

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Blogged @ 10:33 PM
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whee ~ back blogging ~ monday rite ~ lolx ~ normal lor ~ went to sch .. then joke wif teamamte ~ almost gonna fite wif faci =.=" zhen shi de ~ lol ~ seriously quite a weird and use alot monry day ~ lol =X .. let mi see ah .. breakfast went to eat mah ~ after tat .. breaktime went down to book shop and get stuff ~ then after sch cuz nv go home and wad mah ~ seriously i dunoe wad should i do lar ~ intially tot of going to slp ~ then they ask mi to acc them ~ so oki nor ~ then went to causeway wif them to eat and such =.=" after tat went to play arcade Lol ~ haha =D .. then went back lor .. 8+ then reach home sia ~ then did some comp stuff =.=" watch tv ~ then wanna send vin those song le ~ budden he didnt accept ~ dunoe go whr =.=" lol .. after tat 10 liao i go pom pom ~ then come out play dota wif han and tian ~ siong say he playing later ~ so after tat neh ~ han and tian went oto slp le ~ i play wif siong lor .. ai yo ~ then i send vin wad my feeling -,-" budden i tink he didnt see and it wont be kept inside history ~ so that's my stuffy le .. haha .. then went to slp @ abt 2+ ba

tues hor ~ woke up le ~ then dey say ponning mah ~ budden my mum @ home ~ i dunoe how to pon .. so @ the end ~ i still went to sch =.=" Lol ~ then go class for half-day i zhao le .. realli BTH ~ aniway .. fish todea treat mi to drink milo!!! haha =D ty ty ~ after tat leh .. when i going back he still acc mi go eat sia ~ nice of him hohohoh .. then went back directlywent to orn orn le ~ budden abit cant get to slp ~ then juz when abt falling off ~ ant msg ask if got dinner ~ i forgot wad i reply le ~ lol =x then after tat went back to slp ~ then he call again @ 6+ or 7+ ba ~ then i ask got pplz not ~ after tat i told him i not going down liao ~ cuz realli tired =.=" lol ~ after tat neh ~ i went back to slp until 8+ ba ~ then wake up le pom pom watch show and stuff .. after tat on comp started to do my stuff lor =.=' msg siong no answer de ~ eek ~ then i send vin his music stuff le ~ hohoh ~ then si han going home from lan ~ booooooooo =.=" lol .. then @ the end i play myself .. then watch "high sch musica 2" .. after tat went to slp @ 3+++ ~ well .. post again soon ^__^ xD

well .. todea wed rite ~ woke up @ 11+ ba i tink . then watch show and eat my breakfast lor ~ after tat online and did .. dunoe ? juz online and do nth since no lesson =.=" after tat .. igo get prepare le then went to ant hse le ~ cuz i wan to pass vin and tp something mah ~ after tat neh ~ went over le .. meet up wif them le ~ we ate dinner ~ all of us eat kway chap @__@ ~ then complain here and there ~ then after tat hor .. lol .. ant dare tp to eat tissue paper =.=""" wif a bet of 5bucks ~ then tp ate it up ~ wah ~ haha =D =.=" after tat .. siong and ant went back 1st .. then vin went to top-up .. so we folo him nor ~ he was talkign to tp abt some stuff ~ budden i nv go and ask ~ seriously .. he wont say aniting to mi de .. so .. dun make myself more xin ku ba ~ then after tat tp going to han hse to study @__@ then i went home ~ bathe and watch show and such lor ~ now 10+ le .. no dota ba ~ so juz online ~ see do wad lor =.=" aniway ~ EmO-iNg OnCe AgAiN =x

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cont on ~ when they reach my hse le rite ~ we .. haha .. tp wanna slp mah ~ so mi vin and siong watch some dota replays lor ~ after tat abt 2+ 3+ they went in and did some work ~ after tat hor ~ say hungry so i go and cook .. then they cont. doing lor ~ after im done ~ we sat down and eat and watch dvd tgt ~ haha ~ initially say eat finish le go do work de ~ mei xiang dao eat finish le cont. watching ~ until show end is like 5+ le ba ~ haha =p after tat hor .. went in ~ they fall aslp =.=" OMG!! haha .. then i did my stuff lor ~ until abt 7+ then i went to slp ~~ haha

then on sun 10am++ woke up le ~ cuz forgot wad happen -,- then waste time chit-chatting and such ~ wah ~ nice ~ after tat my bro come in chou gan us =.=" WaH KAoZ! after tat neh ~ we went out lor ~ then watch show follow by eat breakfast ~ then after tat .. abt 2+ 3+ liao mah ~ @ least nid to do some work ~ so we went cosy corner [vin vey early guess tat i bringing them to whr mi previously study wif sam and coco de place] haha .. then study thr lor ~ until 4.30 ~ come home watch fu ma ren jian ~ then they oso play wif the doggy ~ +__+ ~ siong play wif him wor ! haha =D after tat neh ~ we fried some food like hotdogs/hashbrown/fries/ i tink thats all =.=" Lol ~ then cont. watching de show lor .. then 6.30 le .. they went dota-ing ~ after tat i cont. did my stuff ~ until 7+ they finish le ~ come out watch resident eveil 1 cuz my bro watching .. oso dunoe y ~ then after tat watching finish 8+ we went off lor ~ then walk to teck whye ~ on the way vin go top up ez-link .. i no money to top lar ~ haiz . -VE value lor T__T ~ after tat neh .. went to NTUC get stuff ~ then pei vin wait bus ~ and off we went home [heng siong was thr .. if not bu zhi dao hui bu hui pai seh or nth to talk or blah blah =.=] .. alright ~ reach home bathe and eaten ~ then dota ~ so now come blog lor ~ seriously todea is a nice day ~ because vin no ill-feeling towards mi todea @__@ hehe ~ nice nice ~ and quite fun although tiring .. heh .. well .. yea ~ thats it ~ tmr is a new week ~ shall see how ..

well ~ kinda bo liao ~ and since i still got some time ~ i gonna tell a real-life-story to u guyz ~ can dun read de wor ~ lol =p<

There was once a guy who was born into this world, because of that; he had quite a, how should I put, maybe a stable lifestyle. So, when the boy is still young, he had quite a lot of care and concern from his families and relatives, yup, it was a really standard and no worries life during his childhood. Remembering once, when he was in kindergarden or nursery, got once when the class is queuing up, a guy behind him puke on him, haha, seriously, it was a hilarious sight thinking back, but during that time, it was really disgusting. But nevertheless, he still grew up quite well.

As the young child slowly grew up, he was still a good kid who always listen to his parents, in your words, a mama boy. During his primary 1, on his first day of school, because as you know, Singapore kids when going to primary 1 somehow, sure got their parent to accompany them to school, so he went with his parent too, but when he went inside the class, he cry like a baby kid, my gosh. Then he was still asking to go home, but until the end, he did sit for his lesson and luckily, maybe it was really pure luck, he met a guy who stay quite near him, and soon after, they become the best of friends. They do everything together I guess, fun and “childish.”

So he continue to grow up and up, until when he was primary 6, he had met with quite some problem really, because he wasn’t really a kid who likes studying and studying is not his type, his results aren’t that good, so he had quite a hard time in school. Got once, his teacher told him to do 1 of the paper inside the workbook, but he did wrongly, he did something that EM3 study does, but he was an EM2 student, and his book was being thrown out, being accuse saying that he didn’t want to do the homework so he did EM3, and was force to call his parent. Obviously, he was scare, because he felt that it’s not his wrong, as he had done the work, its just that he do wrong paper. But what can a primary 6 kids whose still quite a mama boy do?

Well, so at last, he grew and reaches secondary 1, it was funny, during his secondary 1 camp, an orientation camp, he need to stay in school, and it was the first time for that child to stay quite far away from his parent, and he was really scare, he cried, and ask to go home, until the camp leader and such had to give him special care, funny, a really funny sight to be seen. then during sec 2 he also had his camping, but this time round he was a bit bolder already, because something quite change him when his sec 1 life is ending.

Well, because of a basketball being fun trend, he also went down to play basketball with his previously primary school best of best friend, after tat, he met another of his primary school friend too, and slowly, he join that group of friend, and as time goes by, he grew close to them, and eventually forget about the best friend he had, but maybe true enough, nothing last forever. So slowly, his life is just about playing and playing and still, playing. He didn’t regret meeting this groups of friends, because, they didn’t lead him to a state of doing bad stuff like fighting, killing or what. The only bad stuff they did was stealing, and it was really, a year that had being wasted. During that year, drastic changes happen, because of his playfulness, he had, in what government in Singapore say, literally transfer to Normal Academic where he previously was from the Express stream, and his friends had the same thing happening to them too. Well, brother ship enough, that’s lame, haha. so during his sec 4 life, he had learn to be more well behave because he didn’t want something drastic to happen again, so that year was really a joyful year for him, because he found out that actually, most of the time, NA students are so much better than Exp student, because of their maturity, but well, nevermind, so slowly, he went to sec 5 smoothly. Then when he is growing up, he found out that he really like kids who are younger then him, some for their cuteness, some for their maturity in a way or so, maybe it sound disgusting, but it was this way.

Then sec 5 time, something bad also happen, this was the first time, he had a friend who pass away, it was his classmates, and during that time, because of a sprain leg and movement being minimize, he miss the last chance to even see his friends. And actually after that, the class become more bonds, and whatever hatred or anything, is being solve easily, because the impact is really huge, and we really learn that, nothing last forever and people around you might just leave you without anything, and that was when, that kid really learn to cherish, but he choose the wrong path to cherish eventually.

So as the young coming to an end, he is still with his that group of friends, after that, because of the lan-gamers he previously play before and they are, maybe I shouldn’t say kids, but they are still younger than him, then, when his poly is coming to and end, he get very close to his new mates, and yea, eventually, he left his groups of friends and join the new 1.

Well, everything was quite fine, and the kid increase their relation relatively fast, don’t know why, but it was this way. Then inside the group, they had 2 person whom the kid really want to friend with, and he may really even give up his life for them. Well, actually that group of new friends gave him really drastic problem in the past, but he still chose them over his 1st group, maybe stupid? Haha. Well, so, slowly and slowly, he really get very close to them, and got once, he say something he shouldn’t say, something change his life drastically, then he lost almost what he had build up within that few months. Because of something he say without being past through his head, haha, isn’t he stupid? Well, maybe, or maybe not, so gradually, he lost 1 of the 2 person, although he still maintain in that group of friends, but it was really a hard time for him.

Initially, things were more worst, but maybe, because like what everyone say, time’s heal, the injury may not be that hurtful as it was previously, and he was trying to get on his life, but he keep falling and falling, but he never ever once blame that person, because he knew that from the beginning, that kid is in the wrong, so he did whatever he could to savage the problem but still couldn’t really solve it. And even though there are a lot of helping hand, he chose not to take any, because he still believe that 1 day, things will go back to once it was be, or maybe, that day may never come, he don’t know the answer, because the future is a mystery, he can only work towards it although he is always hurt, and hurt.

And that kid is me. Alvin[might as well just put down your name now] I’m really sorry for what I did, I know I said it upteens time le, but, when will it be the day where you can really accept his as a true friends, where you can really give in and share, will that day ever comes, or past is past and there is no future? Anyway, vin, if u realli by chance met upon tis part, and u are aangry or wad or wan mi take it out or aniting, juz tell mi so, dun nid to hide ur feeling because sometime, being str8 is much more better because hiding the feeling, is really a more painful way for the other party, well, good luck for your O’s. and to the rest too.

the story is long, but it's his life stody, and he really hope that the things will change. well, should really end it here le, so EMO de passage. haha .. takecare guyz!

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cont on ~ when they reach my hse le rite ~ we .. haha .. tp wanna slp mah ~ so mi vin and siong watch some dota replays lor ~ after tat abt 2+ 3+ they went in and did some work ~ after tat hor ~ say hungry so i go and cook .. then they cont. doing lor ~ after im done ~ we sat down and eat and watch dvd tgt ~ haha ~ initially say eat finish le go do work de ~ mei xiang dao eat finish le cont. watching ~ until show end is like 5+ le ba ~ haha =p after tat hor .. went in ~ they fall aslp =.=" OMG!! haha .. then i did my stuff lor ~ until abt 7+ then i went to slp ~~ haha

then on sun 10am++ woke up le ~ cuz forgot wad happen -,- then waste time chit-chatting and such ~ wah ~ nice ~ after tat my bro come in chou gan us =.=" WaH KAoZ! after tat neh ~ we went out lor ~ then watch show follow by eat breakfast ~ then after tat .. abt 2+ 3+ liao mah ~ @ least nid to do some work ~ so we went cosy corner [vin vey early guess tat i bringing them to whr mi previously study wif sam and coco de place] haha .. then study thr lor ~ until 4.30 ~ come home watch fu ma ren jian ~ then they oso play wif the doggy ~ +__+ ~ siong play wif him wor ! haha =D after tat neh ~ we fried some food like hotdogs/hashbrown/fries/ i tink thats all =.=" Lol ~ then cont. watching de show lor .. then 6.30 le .. they went dota-ing ~ after tat i cont. did my stuff ~ until 7+ they finish le ~ come out watch resident eveil 1 cuz my bro watching .. oso dunoe y ~ then after tat watching finish 8+ we went off lor ~ then walk to teck whye ~ on the way vin go top up ez-link .. i no money to top lar ~ haiz . -VE value lor T__T ~ after tat neh .. went to NTUC get stuff ~ then pei vin wait bus ~ and off we went home [heng siong was thr .. if not bu zhi dao hui bu hui pai seh or nth to talk or blah blah =.=] .. alright ~ reach home bathe and eaten ~ then dota ~ so now come blog lor ~ seriously todea is a nice day ~ because vin no ill-feeling towards mi todea @__@ hehe ~ nice nice ~ and quite fun although tiring .. heh .. well .. yea ~ thats it ~ tmr is a new week ~ shall see how ..

well ~ kinda bo liao ~ and since i still got some time ~ i gonna tell a real-life-story to u guyz ~ can dun read de wor ~ lol =p<

There was once a guy who was born into this world, because of that; he had quite a, how should I put, maybe a stable lifestyle. So, when the boy is still young, he had quite a lot of care and concern from his families and relatives, yup, it was a really standard and no worries life during his childhood. Remembering once, when he was in kindergarden or nursery, got once when the class is queuing up, a guy behind him puke on him, haha, seriously, it was a hilarious sight thinking back, but during that time, it was really disgusting. But nevertheless, he still grew up quite well.

As the young child slowly grew up, he was still a good kid who always listen to his parents, in your words, a mama boy. During his primary 1, on his first day of school, because as you know, Singapore kids when going to primary 1 somehow, sure got their parent to accompany them to school, so he went with his parent too, but when he went inside the class, he cry like a baby kid, my gosh. Then he was still asking to go home, but until the end, he did sit for his lesson and luckily, maybe it was really pure luck, he met a guy who stay quite near him, and soon after, they become the best of friends. They do everything together I guess, fun and “childish.”

So he continue to grow up and up, until when he was primary 6, he had met with quite some problem really, because he wasn’t really a kid who likes studying and studying is not his type, his results aren’t that good, so he had quite a hard time in school. Got once, his teacher told him to do 1 of the paper inside the workbook, but he did wrongly, he did something that EM3 study does, but he was an EM2 student, and his book was being thrown out, being accuse saying that he didn’t want to do the homework so he did EM3, and was force to call his parent. Obviously, he was scare, because he felt that it’s not his wrong, as he had done the work, its just that he do wrong paper. But what can a primary 6 kids whose still quite a mama boy do?

Well, so at last, he grew and reaches secondary 1, it was funny, during his secondary 1 camp, an orientation camp, he need to stay in school, and it was the first time for that child to stay quite far away from his parent, and he was really scare, he cried, and ask to go home, until the camp leader and such had to give him special care, funny, a really funny sight to be seen. then during sec 2 he also had his camping, but this time round he was a bit bolder already, because something quite change him when his sec 1 life is ending.

Well, because of a basketball being fun trend, he also went down to play basketball with his previously primary school best of best friend, after tat, he met another of his primary school friend too, and slowly, he join that group of friend, and as time goes by, he grew close to them, and eventually forget about the best friend he had, but maybe true enough, nothing last forever. So slowly, his life is just about playing and playing and still, playing. He didn’t regret meeting this groups of friends, because, they didn’t lead him to a state of doing bad stuff like fighting, killing or what. The only bad stuff they did was stealing, and it was really, a year that had being wasted. During that year, drastic changes happen, because of his playfulness, he had, in what government in Singapore say, literally transfer to Normal Academic where he previously was from the Express stream, and his friends had the same thing happening to them too. Well, brother ship enough, that’s lame, haha. so during his sec 4 life, he had learn to be more well behave because he didn’t want something drastic to happen again, so that year was really a joyful year for him, because he found out that actually, most of the time, NA students are so much better than Exp student, because of their maturity, but well, nevermind, so slowly, he went to sec 5 smoothly. Then when he is growing up, he found out that he really like kids who are younger then him, some for their cuteness, some for their maturity in a way or so, maybe it sound disgusting, but it was this way.

Then sec 5 time, something bad also happen, this was the first time, he had a friend who pass away, it was his classmates, and during that time, because of a sprain leg and movement being minimize, he miss the last chance to even see his friends. And actually after that, the class become more bonds, and whatever hatred or anything, is being solve easily, because the impact is really huge, and we really learn that, nothing last forever and people around you might just leave you without anything, and that was when, that kid really learn to cherish, but he choose the wrong path to cherish eventually.

So as the young coming to an end, he is still with his that group of friends, after that, because of the lan-gamers he previously play before and they are, maybe I shouldn’t say kids, but they are still younger than him, then, when his poly is coming to and end, he get very close to his new mates, and yea, eventually, he left his groups of friends and join the new 1.

Well, everything was quite fine, and the kid increase their relation relatively fast, don’t know why, but it was this way. Then inside the group, they had 2 person whom the kid really want to friend with, and he may really even give up his life for them. Well, actually that group of new friends gave him really drastic problem in the past, but he still chose them over his 1st group, maybe stupid? Haha. Well, so, slowly and slowly, he really get very close to them, and got once, he say something he shouldn’t say, something change his life drastically, then he lost almost what he had build up within that few months. Because of something he say without being past through his head, haha, isn’t he stupid? Well, maybe, or maybe not, so gradually, he lost 1 of the 2 person, although he still maintain in that group of friends, but it was really a hard time for him.

Initially, things were more worst, but maybe, because like what everyone say, time’s heal, the injury may not be that hurtful as it was previously, and he was trying to get on his life, but he keep falling and falling, but he never ever once blame that person, because he knew that from the beginning, that kid is in the wrong, so he did whatever he could to savage the problem but still couldn’t really solve it. And even though there are a lot of helping hand, he chose not to take any, because he still believe that 1 day, things will go back to once it was be, or maybe, that day may never come, he don’t know the answer, because the future is a mystery, he can only work towards it although he is always hurt, and hurt.

And that kid is me. Alvin[might as well just put down your name now] I’m really sorry for what I did, I know I said it upteens time le, but, when will it be the day where you can really accept his as a true friends, where you can really give in and share, will that day ever comes, or past is past and there is no future? Anyway, vin, if u realli by chance met upon tis part, and u are aangry or wad or wan mi take it out or aniting, juz tell mi so, dun nid to hide ur feeling because sometime, being str8 is much more better because hiding the feeling, is really a more painful way for the other party, well, good luck for your O’s. and to the rest too.

the story is long, but it's his life stody, and he really hope that the things will change. well, should really end it here le, so EMO de passage. haha .. takecare guyz!

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1. (the person who tagged you is) - Wen Ling

2. (your relationship with him/her is) - Friends

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) - funny ~ caring ~ weird ~ hot-temper(hai-hao lar, onli i understand wad i saying) ~ then i realli dunoe le ~

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) - i guess is tat video ba haha

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) - I dunnoe T__T

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) - I tink impossible ba ~ so no nid to tink ..

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) - i dunoe wor ~ lol .. something almost impossible de i would not wan to tink of it

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) - also another impossible question ~ we are good god-bro god-sis ^__^ =D

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - Maybi because i sux!

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - nothing ba ~ hah

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) - 好女孩，很痴情。

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) = I thnk almost everyone will say i sucks .

so on wed rite ~ no sch ~ woke up then i dunoe do wad da bian lar =.=" ~ lol ~ after tat i tink ant ask mi go eat ~ so i eaten le go accompany him lor ~ after tat we ate le go 10mile pak pool ~ hao wu liao wor ~ after tat we went SS buy stuff and all lor ~ after tat went back to ant hse lor ~ then rest yi xia ~ then i called siong no answer =.=" sad ! after tat ant call tp and noe whr dey studying le ~ then he dun wan to go le ~ so i choose to go home lor ~ then walk to 145 tat time saw them ~ so go sit wit them yi xia ~ then pei them yi xia ~ after tat i went back to cut hair le ~ haha =.=" then went home dunoe do wad lor =.=" lol .. k lar end de day here

so thurs leh ~ went back to sch ~ then ahd a full day and such lor ~ quite a boring day lar ~ all coding once again =.=" ARgh ~ then after tat got UT ~ then finish le ~ stay in sch do nth yi xia ~ intially jeryl is coming and find mi and such de lar ~ until he didnt lai le T__T ~ so ben lai i oso decide to go pastamania de ~ but nv go oso ~ then pei them go judo room yi xia ~ then i rush back to sing K wif vin/xuan/mel/canice ~ haha =D fun day lar ~ seriously ~ joke alot and alot and alot ^__^ after tat late le ~ i nid to go home ~ so went back lor haha ~ nv took pic ? haha =p weird weird ..

then on friday leh ~ pon sch whole day lar ~ haha =p funni seh ~ woke up and such then hao le went out lor ~ lol ~ then after tat reach clementi le neh ~ ning ask mi took wad bus then pass a flyover ~ then i nv see ani flyover leh ~ onli see overhead bridge .. =.=" then i dunoe which bus-stop to alight ~ then turn 1 round ! hahaha =.=" after tat they rush for the bus i on ~ then reach destination ~ quite a comfy hse lor ^__^ hehe ~ then we had fun and blah blah ~ then eaten le and such ~ went off le ~ then i went to AMK to find ant they all ~ cuz dey buying chemistry stuff mah ~ after tat had a "tiff" wif vin ~ haiz ~ then reach home le ~ watch finish 放羊的星星 and play a dota ~ @ 7am i went to slp =.=" LOL

well ~ woke up @ abt 3+ cuz si han call mi mah ~ then after tat eatten and such contact him blah blah ~ i still didnt went to lan shop and find him -,-" lol .. instead i went to ant hse to play MJ ~ well .. yoke ask mi down to hlp HH celebrate his birthday ~ budden he last 15min then tell mi de =.=" CMI ~ sob T__T then went over ant hse le ~ rot yi xia then play MJ ! haha =.=" LOST ~ forever de lar ~ lol .. after tat leh .. watch abt chanel U show ~ after tat went to 145 and eat ~ then paw rush for last bus ~ then i come back 1st ~ waiting for siong / tian / vin to come over my hse to study ~ well ~ we shall see how .. haha =p takecare guyz !

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oh ~ im back for monday post hehe .. well ~ monday wokr up ~ actually i tink sunday i oready decide not to go sch le ~ so monday woke up ~ sian sian sian sian de ~ lol ~ then ade suddenly msg mi wan pon sch mah =.=" lol ~ then last decision ~ destination = my hse ~ haahaa ~ then i woke up le use comp and such lor ~ then watching 放羊的星星 . haha ~ then abt 10+ then reach my hse ~ then did some food preparation and play wif de doggy doggy ~ haha ~ after tat i tink dey play MJ abit ~ then went to cook le ~ then we eat lunch ~ after tat tp dey all wan dota i didnt join ~ i played wif ade dey all ~ then after awhile i go play wif siong dota lor ~ after tat i msg him no reply le sia ~ then .. went over to ant hse after some time lor ~ then cant contact siong le ~ so nv actualy MJ ~ juz went to ant hse and watch 9pm show ~ after tat reach home and watch again ~ then slp ~~

wwell ~ then tues hor ~ wake up damn damn damn sian ~ dunoe y oso ~ so decided to go sch watch show ~ then hlpe siong do some chem stuff ~ so went to sch slowly ~ then wait @ canteen for them to come down ~ then saw SH haha .. he pon sch go pak lan ~ lol ~ after tat leh .. we eaten le ~ i went to library lor ~ watch le ~ then do chem stuff ~ found out study chem so hard ~ dunoe last time how i study de sia =.=" lol ~ then after tat too tired le ~ went home and SLP! then ant msg mi for dinner mah ~ i say got ppl then i go lor ~ then 7+ i woke up oso no call/msg fom them de =.=" then tp online ~ then way he speak let mi noe that they are tgt mah ~ ai yo ~ then suan le ~ i realli got nth to say if he dun wan to tell mi aniting ~ dunoe y frenz wan noe something oso so ahrd ~ haiz ~ then watch show and such ~ come back use comp ~ and call siong ~ he sound angry and hot ~ then i dun awnna ask ~ cuz he wont tell mi a ting de ~ suan le ~ then i dota wif simp dey all cuz no 1 online le ~ im sad ~ after tat .. no game le ~ juz chat and such lor ~ now come blog ~ dunoe lata do wad ~ see how ba ~ takeCare guyz ~ im off

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well well well ~ so Saturday rite ~ heh .. i woke up le ~ then eaten and such lor ~ then play dota wit siong lol ~ then dey keep rushing mi to go play MJ ~ then abt 4 lyke tat i reach ~ then vin not thr .. lol ~ go *ahem* lar ~ after tat play mJ lor ~ then hao le ~ i tink we went to eat ~ then after tat went to 10mile cuz paw and ant wanna play pool ~ after tat we went lan-shop do nth do nth =.=" then @ last ~ we rush back to ant hse ~ then vin chg to his sch U le then he went off to CHEONG for last bus ~ i tink heng lar ~ he got back ~ then abt 12+ mi and si han oso went off lor ~ then reach home ~ abt 1+ hor ~ alot pplz online .. then tp ask abt coming my hse .. budden i rejected him =.=" baddie mi ~ lol ~ then after tat .. we keep dota-ing ~ and i sux to the MAX hahaha =D .. after tat abt 4+ 5+ ba ~ too tired le ~ so good game and i went to slp haha ..

Whee ~ then i woke up @ 12+ on sunday wor ~ haha =p woke up le tired ~ budden dun wana use de time to slp lar ~ cuz .. cuz lor =.=" hhe ~ after tat .. watch anime and eaten my breakfast and such ~ went out to find ant they all le lor ~ so play MJ abit ~ then rot abit -,-" si han went to work FYI haha =p then i slept ~ after tat woke up le ~ got dinner ^.^v .. yeah ! ant cook for us ~ he cook 5 pplz de ~ cuz vin and siong say dey coming oso ~ then @ de end vin not comign down le ~ then abt 8+ siong came down lor ~ and then he eat le we play MJ again ~ haha =D after tat .. siong rush home to "Report Strength" .. then i did some PsP tansfering and off im home ~ reach home le chat wif siong awhile ~ then we play dota ~ until now 2am++ ~ going slp .. haha =p TakeCare everyone ~

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