It's been long.

Okay, I don't know if I should say things are going smooth or not. It's not easy to 徘徊 around the fact of 被放 and 被收。
After March, April is kind of "normal" month to me as I 没办法 to do anything much. Just every in-between there is some communication, that's all about it.
May also, same things is crawling in the air.
Now, things changes, not for the worst nor for the good, but it's also the reason why I don't know if it's smooth or not, the feeling is very 针扎。

Enough say of all those, let me see ... ...

I'M BROKE

I chose to open a chalet (_Again?_) near the date of my ORD and BIRTHDAY. It makes me 内出血 =X I still have to set aside an amount for "accessory" and "food" + the fact that there is so many birthday that is "coming and occured" that I still had to get present. ~ H01Y M@M@ ~

Oh anyway, I do hope this 1 is successfully made, everyone can enjoy, and I will received ALOT OF PRESENT!!! Haha =p

But believed me, present will be ... ..... I shouldn't say uh =p

That's about it.
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Previously I still can post that this year, nothing bad has happen yet.

But until the date of 27/3, the most important thing in my life have fail me.



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1st obstacle of the year, during the 1/4 timing of the year.

Now I'm lost, I don't know what should I do.



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Hello guys, 转眼间 another soon-to-be 1 month has past since I last posted on this blog.

Well, the Lunar Chinese New Year, in short, CNY is coming. It's practically time for everyone to start packing, doing spring cleaning and stuff like that, including me.

Sad to say, just a room, with 2 tables, and a whole floor, it took me about 10hrs just to finish "packing" and "refurbish" it, see how 惨 I am. =X (But it's kind of fun actually, especially since I only do this "big" thing once a year)

CNY is a really big time for every Chinese, but as Singapore is a muti-racial country, even other races so-call helps to celebrate it too. Like joining in the fun in visiting their friends house or what-so-ever.

It's also a good time for Children - Teenagers as this is the time they will received extra cash from their relatives/friends parents You know, the extra cash can actually help them to get quite a lot of stuffs, as some of them are able to get more then $500 worth of Ang Bao. (It's also a good time for me =D)

But as of my age now, actually CNY to me is really not about getting the Ang Bao anymore, (though I still want it as who doesn't want extra cash in this world) but rather, it's the time for the gathering of the relatives. Though I'm not the type that likes to get around with family, easy say, not a family guy, but still, there's a few relatives, seriously speaking, I only get to see them once in every single year, which is like quite pathetic even though I could actually put out some of my time to go down and visit them. Especially my dad side of relative since I don't even see them during 清明节.

Oh ya, 1 important thing about CNY is also the gamble part, this is also the time whereby parents will allow their child, which is at least Primary School and above to engage into Adult Activity. C'mon, I'm not talking about that kind of adult activity, but rather gambling. Since it's also once in a year time, so I guess every parent will just open up and allow their child to play, for the sake of fun.

So all in all, CNY is a good time for everyone to enjoy and celebrate.

Enough say, let's go to my "workplace." Well, the new guys are getting more and more hang on to the place already, and they are becoming more and more Zai Qiu also. But I told them before, within 3 months time of their stay there, they will become a better Technician then me, though they keep doesn't believe me.

Well, nothing much happens for this past 20 over days I guess. Though there's a cohesion going on, which everyone takes part in Ice-Breaking Games, but believe me, I bet everyone did really enjoyed it during the programs. Frankly speaking, Kudos to the few that really make this happen. I sincerely thanks you for that. Since to me, it's not about Ice Breaking but rather, enjoyment.

Another thing happen is just last few days, holy!! Actually I didn't really go and think about it until Jeff told me, actually on that day, my whole day was working, practically non-stop and no break at all. Now then I know why I'm so 累 during that day, until 我去到哪里睡到哪里 type of situation. Stress ahhhhh ~~~~ But actually, workplace is quite fun in some ways or another. =D

Last thing I want to say, is about the movie Ah Boys to Man, or in short, ABTM.

I'm not helping to advertise, but speaking about it, I suggest everyone to go and watch. [I]n [M]y [H]onest [O]pinion, it's a really good movies.

Although the 2 series movies only talks about a Recruits life in Tekong, but it really shows the people, how in the world is army like. From Young person who are worried about armys, from NSF who are serving the nation, from ORD personal, from even the child's mum. They really can look forward/Recall and understand what is army life about.

To me, it brings me back to Tekong time, whereby it's really enjoyable, because in there, there is only 1 rule to follow, that is "1 Order 1 Command." Nothing else matters. Isn't that nice and sweet, compare to "outside" whereby Responsibility really kicks in, which builds stress in people. Oh well.

[B]y [T]he [W]ay, ABTM1 and ABTM2 Theme Song is also nice. In a way, the lyrics do describe the feeling of a person serving the Nation, or those who served the Nation. To others, the tunes are catchy and the lyrics are funny, but the meaning behind it, is only until you go through it, you understand it. Anyway, I believe those in Uniform Group during their Teenage time should also get it. Actually, sports person too.

Blood, Sweat, Tears, everything to share. *Claps*Claps*

Okay, I'm damn done with my long long speech,. byee.

Last but not least, guys,
新年快乐！
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Very Very long I didn't post already.

How are you guys, although I know no one is reading this Blog anymore, but it's okay, just treat it as I'm talking to myself. Haha =X

Alright, It's a New Year, 2013, lets all have a better year this year compare to last year, and has a up curve forever for every new year. =D

It has been 十多天 ever since 2013 starts, everything is going fine for me. Regardless it's work(Camp) or friends outside, maybe except 1 group which ... ... ... ... 一半一半吧.

This end of year has quite a few things in plan, I shall see it happening so that my life would be COLORFUL. Cheers for me =D

Campsite, new guys are in, they are consider better then 1 of their senior. (Which is still quite a few batch junior.) I believe if give any 1 of them to pit with the senior in servicing, they won't even lost at all.

I know I'm not in any position to say this, but please, do buck up, from what we see, we know that you don't have interest, but at least put in effort in there, at least withstand this 1 year you have left inside, if not, how are you going to survive? It's not like the people inside is not giving you chance, they have given you a lot, a lot, a lot of chances already, from the beginning when you started playing stunt, until now. No doubt they keep saying you, but think about it, why only you? If you put in the effort, I can assure you that at least someone will stand up for you.
You always say 没办法，不习惯也要习惯，but in reality, did you ever 习惯？ 
Now you are been pushed back to a very very "fun" yet 凶 place, and you started complaining that you rather stay with us, but with your attitude, no 1 wants. 
There are consider [a lot of freedom] here, but you don't 珍惜, no 1 can do anything anymore. 
If you fail the test, do go back and learn to take things like a "man" before you come back, at least if you change, by then, everyone will change their attitude towards you.
Last but not least, this is reality, face it up.

Oh man, what a long winded passage, I believe he will not have the chance to read it, but it's okay either. If by "chance" anyone of them saw and pass it to him, I do wan to see this paragraph help him.

Alright, nothing much for now, shall 跑 1st.

Bye


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Gonna have a post soon, and some of the stuff also change hao le.
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Things aren't going up and down for me, neither it's going down nor up for me also.

I just feel that things are the same, i don't even know if how should I feel, or how should I not.

But the me is coming back, not the younger type of me, but the older type of me, where everything will go into negative thoughts. It is bad, really, but I feel so normal, maybe this is what people called it "numb."

The same thing happen over and over again, I don't get it, why can't I control myself?

I can keep the promises I have with others, but I can't keep the promises I have for myself, because I myself is not that important? But no, the way I treat myself is better then I treat other, but it's no again.

I'm not getting it right anymore, forget it, let's keep all this thoughts, and think again the next time.
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Once again, so many stuff didn't complete by today since I keep going out, almost whole day out practically.

Anyway, next week really have to do it, cannot everytime also delay, it's getting worst.
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As of now, I'm quite depress on the fact that I DIDN'T DO MUCH of what I planned. =X

Okay, I have actually completed (1)(3)(4)(7), that's kinda pathetic.

hope tomorrow I'm able to complete most of it.
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Now still got time, I shall post what I needs to do tonight.
Argh ~ because I overslept this morning for a few hours, a lot of things aren't getting on the right track. Dammit!

1) Do up a new nominal roll for my bunk since there's quite a few new people from the previous paper I did. And of course print it out.

2) Activated whatever there is a need to activate.

3) Do transferring of cards in ROB although I did quite a lot yesterday night.

4) Sent out cards to other people. (That should be done during my ride to town)

5) Pack up my paper table which is totally in a mess, maybe in the night I will take a photo and show.

6) Play Marvel in FB, do the new Specs Ops.

7) Play wartune.

8) Transferring of $.

9) To put stuff into my new phone, which is a trouble since I don't know what to put inside.

10) Do some planning.


I think as to what I know, that should be all to it, hope I got enough time to do every single things I listed out on top
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Stuff to do this weekend as to now of what I can think of. 
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Fail me, on my previous post there was quite a few stuff I had to do, at the end of the day, I didn't complete (1) and (3).

Oh well, hope I would really do it soon.
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Things to do on this weekend.

1) Pack my computer table, it's getting out of hand.
2) Check the ROB wiki for "mans" realm card about Def.
3) If possible, check the price also.
4) See how many (R)s and (HR)s I have and compile it up.
5) Get a new phone if possible, but should I wait for "Note 2", the trailer seems GODLY! [But Samsung phone has the tendency to drop in phone battery]
6) To be continue.
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那句我还爱你差点说出口
却被你一声问候， 堵住了心口
真的沦落成朋友
也能笑着接受
只是见面时，心会比较痛
其实我不洒脱，只想装英雄
那么爱你怎可能，一滴泪没有
我说我会在牵手
有很多人等候
可谁能给我那样的感动
不想和你做朋友
夜深的时间
还希望有你温软我胸口
不想和你做朋友
我会在等候
也许等到你忘了我以后

wad a nice song. HAHA
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Wah seh, I'm back again, haha, seriously hor. Really seriously, my boss de boss really really cannot make it. You totally don't earn anybodies respect at all lorh.If keep complaining I think will have unlimited things to say. I just don't know why you so dumb, last time heard that "Commando" training will twist people mind, now I really get what it means to be "Commando" training. I'm not going through it, but I can see what happen to a person who went through it.

Nothing much this few weeks, just that work is tiring, and a funny and dangerous thing is that I overslept for fall in timing. My heart stops for a moment sial. It was like damn scary, suddenly people came banging the door like what ever shit drop from the sky, then you woke up in a shock, and looking at the time with a shock yet clear mind, get shock again. Kinda stupid, haha.

Umm, today mid-autumn, hope at night can play, things go smoothly, bye.
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