rite .. juz go on wif my story man .. hhaha ='> oki .. well .. sunday finish .. then it came todea lor .. which is monday . aniway .. its past 12 .. so oso counted ytd .. ai ya .. as u all lyke lar .. well .. woke up in the morning .. freaking no mood .. haha =x then since my mum at hm .. i got to go out mah .. cant stay at home .. so yea .. gonna wait till late late then go out .. then my dad fetch mi to sch .. so go eat breakfast lor =.=" oki .. after tat went library and sit .. after tat .. around 11+ i went back TW le .. contact them .. no 1 ans .. then i slept at blk 5 . .then suddenly got 1 "tooot" sit beside mi .. knn .. the stone chair fit for 2 person budden i sitting in the middle .. then sit beside mi kum lan lar .. still got 3 other chair rite .. ccb .. then he ask mi wad time .. whr i stay .. doing wad here .. nnb lar .. i nid to reportt hings to u meh .. knnb .. so stink liao still sit beisde mi .. puai bye .. haiz .. then he disturb my slp liao .. went to find other place sit lor .. cant get ani .. so went home .. rest abit .. around 3+ went out again .. tis time wanna find them cuz they around 4-5 finis hsch mah .. oki .. after tat .. i was sleeping under blk 6 now .. then vin nv reply mi .. and and poh oso .. until behind i nid to contact them .. then ant say 6+ finish sch .. poh didnt reply mi if wanna eat dinner .. haiz .. guess .. everything is going wrong .. haha =x oki .. then was like solo till 7+ .. omg .. then when i wanna take bus home hor .. i saw xiang vin and ant 2gether .. then i was like dumbfolded .. then after tat ant saw mi .. told mi going tat way .. dunoe go whr .. then when i walk over .. i called and ask lor .. then say at SS .. i ask ant to pass phone to vin budden vin sound du lan .. dun wanna listen .. haiz .. then i call vin directly .. ask him a sentence .. then i got nth to speak le .. then poh call him ask him whr .. then i call poh and ask if he meeting them .. he say yes .. oki .. after tat .. i went to sit at 1 area and called adeline .. tell u guyz lata .. then i went and look for them .. budden fail .. walk back to bai mei fail again .. then ant ask mi go home saying all tired .. haiz .. didnt went back home actually .. then i was 'desperate' i guess .. msg vin something .. then suddeny saw them .. heng they didnt see mi lor .. then tink vin read tat msg le .. budden no ans from him .. nvm ba .. then i was waiting thr from 9+ till 11 lyke tat .. then i took taxi home .. moodless to the MaX .. now bathe and come blog ..
well .. the part whr i called adeline .. i was lyke .. dunoe how to say .. i called her .. and i was CRYING .. and i mean it .. crying u noe .. not juz dropping tears .. i still nid to catch my breathe when i speak .. haiz .. i dunoe how long i didnt cry like tat liao lor .. heng no body see ba .. then y was i cryuing .. i tink onli mi and her will understand tat ba .. it oso took mi some time to settle down lor .. i was realli .. haiz .. dunoe wad word to use .. =x .. well .. cant excacly type wd happen in all .. juz know tat i cry todea after abt few years back .. haha .. the rest of the time is not crying .. but tears runningg down .. so it realli has a diff .. haha .. im realli pathetic man .. can get myself lyke tat cuz of someone .. some more not a ger wor =.=" maybi .. say i gay .. say i sisi .. aniting lar .. i really cant hold back juz now .. haha .. the i was oso desperate looking for them .. realli wan to ask everything .. budden ade told mi 1 ting that calm mi down .. am i pushing everything too fast le .. although say it may bi 6 days pass since tat time .. budden .. i hav being pushing and saying alot of tings cuz i wan to settle it fast .. then maybi its too fast oso ba .. i dunoe leh .. budden tis is de 1st time i didnt wait for time .. haha .. alwyn .. u are realli pathetic .. nvm .. end it here .. once again .. hope everything is fine .. can go back to the normal time soon .. i rEALLi hope .. oso .. everyting was my fault in the beginning .. so i dun blame them for out-casting mi .. juz hope the wave will end .. and i mean realli end ~
Things are getting better i think and i hope .. so i wont put that liao
